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Every one can feel my story
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The name is TEO CHONG MOH prefer people calling me 'cm', 'QQ', 'Qiao qiao'.
Going 19 this year .
Endless~Story
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me,mj,hui.ting friends 4ever
able to have a house by 2019
my him
`friends wif karen again`
`me and mj open shop`
`something special on my 18th birthday(done by yl and wt!!)`
`work happily`
more clip on wig(half done)
buy clip on wig(done)
happy trip to thailand(done)
`longer hair(consider done 2008)`
overseas trip wif yl and wt(half done)
hair assitant job(done)
earn my first $1000
new hp
save money
more cute cute suff
`able to learn hairdressing in japan`
`can go see hairshow`
`open chalet for my 18ys old birthday(will never come true)`
i miss you all la.....nic...liu hao....ting sheng...josh....ji zhong...max...joel....hasmi...des...kia boon...jeremy...zheng wei!!! haiz.....even though i really hate the training there but i cant seem to RMB the times i spend wif all of you all lol....
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now is the 2nd day of life in the air force school la...it seems super sian la.....but i am jux abit worried for the day that i will be busy many of my "seniors" call me to be prepared for the worst...but i have this confidence i can make it through somehow!!!
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really glad to have nice seniors but still i really love mj...wt...yl the most.....you 3 really play apart in my life lol......
Sunday, March 8, 2009
-12:33 PM
i sudenly was reminded of mj ex-boyfriend qiang....he said i will change once i was in the army now i really prove him wrong lol!!!! why? ~ ~ ~ ~ cause i think really hard wad has army made me, ~ 1) it made me miss my family even more ~ 2) i really try to treasure lots of stuff that i don use in army like computer la...tv la....etc ~ 3) i am more lazier than ever ( cause of me being SUPER tired lol!!! ) ~ ~ ~ but no matter wad i really am proud of myself as i did many things even my bunk mates can't and this is one thing i should be proud of lol!!! ~ ` ~ and at times i really cried lol....it was like images of mum....bro and friends start flashing in my mind and it really really wanna cry and *****this is a tip la****** if you really feel like crying out jux cry even though people will look at you but you really muz cry everything out lol...holding back tears really feels very super bad la!!! ~ ~ ~ and really in army there really is no time thinking..." die la...i sure fail IPPT", "die la....stand so long at hot sun sure will faint la"...blah...blah.... in army it is a MUST to be positive lol.,.,being negative wll make things worst lol....this happen to me too... ~ ~ ~ even though i still fail IPPT i still am happy that my results is fucking better than secondary days lol....looking back there really is up and downs la....but who cares...now i am left wif 2 days in BMTC lol....and after 2 days life will be much easier for me ba..... I HOPE!!! ~ ~ ~ ~ really have to thanks many people that keep supporting me in life....console me when i really am down la....but most importantly....family is no.1......THANKS MUM!!!! ~ ~ ~ ~ ok la nowsomething really random..... ~ ~ ` ~ ~ on friday i went to find samantha at tnjong pagar kimarie and she say she can't stand me puting eye-liner lol....and she wan to help me put fake eye-lashes a long time ago....and i tell you...it will be the first and my last ba,.....is like super long time...and washing of everything make me rub my eyes alot lol...but i not used to it la..... ~ ~ ~ majam guys wif long lashes sure look funny de ma...
i still love eye-liner la....more simple!!!!
about 7 hours to book in haiz.....and tomro 8 km march......haiz....sure tired la...
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