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Every one can spy my diary
Every one can feel my story
But no one can make a sweet memory like me!
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The name is TEO CHONG MOH prefer people calling me 'cm', 'QQ', 'Qiao qiao'.
Going 19 this year .

Endless~Story
all blog spammers to die!
me,mj,hui.ting friends 4ever
able to have a house by 2019
my him
`friends wif karen again`
`me and mj open shop`
`something special on my 18th birthday(done by yl and wt!!)`
`work happily`
more clip on wig(half done)
buy clip on wig(done)
happy trip to thailand(done)
`longer hair(consider done 2008)`
overseas trip wif yl and wt(half done)
hair assitant job(done)
earn my first $1000
new hp
save money
more cute cute suff
`able to learn hairdressing in japan`
`can go see hairshow`
`open chalet for my 18ys old birthday(will never come true)`

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
-8:39 PM
let you all guess a soup.....
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" i want the hot water...but inside the hot water got the fish and the fish's friend" guess wad soup?!



finally met up wif liu pin yan....but not consider meet up la....is work together wif her la...ha ha ha her hair grow more longer la....ha ha ha also happy that the staff there "ivy" RMB me that's y can work together wif her....
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but working these few days really feel like there is someone missing la...LIM YING LING!!!! miss u la....the laughter!!!

anyway i find out i still can zhi lian abit la....i really miss my hair still have to bear for 2 years lei!!! luckily there is clip on extension lol!!!!haiz!!!





























anyway working there my mind now really very confuse la....lots of phone number...lots of IC number...and those funny name la.....like "chen lin", "mdm sian", "something something ahmor"...etc.... hi yo and i finally see a JAPAN PASSPORT!!!!!



i dunno who dis is.....but heck care la....from japan can le la.....
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anyway today went out for company lunch and me and wei ting find it very strange lol!!!! hi yo.....really dunno wad to do lol....hate company outing...like that time kimarie dinner even though is ktv but at there damm pai-seh lol!!!! hi ya!!
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anyway tomoro meeting someone and i really am looking forward to it....ha ha ha!!!
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k la......the answer for the soup is seafood soup ha ha ha!!! actually many people know the answer cause recently i keep saying that hot water sentence la!!!ha ha ha
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k la end here la.....ha ha ha

Friday, December 26, 2008
-3:42 PM
today is consider my another 1st day at work la.....and doing new thing....."typing invoice"
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it is like a very heavy responsibility job la cannot have to many mistake or need to check everything again lol......but nvm...but i am happy of one thing as ilearn almost maybe 70% of the stuff quite fast la!!!!
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i think personality to a human being is very important lol.....as this time is the manager in wt's company wan me lei.....ha ha ha....
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anyway i am blogging also to tell a person i get to know something
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to ToRo:
hey...tonight i wont be online at msn as i am not feeling that well la.....ha ha old already no more young now cannot one day never sleep lol....as u promise u say u will call me when u reach singapore....looking forward to seeing you also....waiting for ur call tomoro!!!!

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argh!!! love sick again lol

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ha ha ha the above pic is wif my nephew....hi ya....kids.....now adays they really are quite annoying lol!!!
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anyway this year is a really sian X'mas ever....
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1) not many present(anyway was prepared for that)
2) was sick on X'mas eve
3) was woken up by x'mas sms
4) not high at all
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anyway i still have 2 celebration left la.....new year and chinese new year and go to army lei!!!!
and i am working later on at wei ting's office.....ha ha also good la can see her la...and have $$$ mua ha ha ha and also use comp...but dunno can use internet ma? but then this time i will be serious in work le ba......lol....sian

Sunday, December 21, 2008
-8:15 PM
hi yo......aishiteru nani? haiz....love is really a super funny thing....around me the people all experience diffrent kind of love....
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love sick la......
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happy in love la......
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waiting for ppl to love back...
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haiz but my experience......maybe none...hmmm....is really funny la.....last time i even confuse one night stand wif love together.....but i think to find a true love when u are gay is quite hard ba....
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***i really wanna forget you but can't la......hao tong ku wor!!! i nid a wall la......i even said it to myself that i will never believe in love liao....but CAN'T bear to do it....i wanna grow up faster la...i think i am still not mature enough la....
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HELP ME LA!!!!!!..... I HOPE THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT KNOWS WAD I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW.......!!!!!
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KTV anyone??? got many songs in my mind la.....jux wanna sing it out....
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i miss liu pin yan(wt) la....i miss ma leng long(yl)...i miss apple(hp)...i miss louise...i miss the days wif karen and sandy(even thoght i know that will never happen again).... ARGH HELP ME LA!!!!
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****Y MUX HUMAN LIVE UNTIL SO LONG AR.....HOW I WISH I CAN JUX SAY BYE BYE TO THIS WORLD NOW....******

Friday, December 19, 2008
-7:39 PM
today my heart almost drop.....y lei?
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cause my maid woke me up as my mum called me then my mum told me dunno who call her and say cause i wote something on my form dat day when i was enlist so that something i wrote on the form had to send me to do a check up(she had that call today cause she complain to the MP weeks ago)
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so she ask me wad did i write on the form...and i was die le la...she know the homo thingy? and then i lied to her saying about the nafa test thingy....then when she say this word"orh" i was like "phew....she still dunno yet..." but it was bloody scary la...
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anyway i have some pics to show u people ha ha ha
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hmmm can u imagine the pic(above) was taken by my 5 yrs old brother....
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these neoprints(above) was taken on my enlistment date...yup 9 dec...





















































































































































these(above) i dunno when was it taken but it was comfirm my head was botak!!!!












these(above) i also dunno when but a pic of me and princess.....haiz....i miss her la
the pic(above) was taken yesterday......also went to catch a movie "twilight" it was not a very nice/bad movie la....on the rating of 10 i gif a 5 lol...i think ift was lucky the male and female lead was good-looking lol.....
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anyway new enlistment dat liao....this time entering the army....on tekkong(dunno how to spell) but must take boat from pasir ris la....28 jan 2009 right after chinese new year la....i hope nothings goes wrong on that day.....

Wednesday, December 17, 2008
-10:02 PM

i think i had lost my touched of being zhi lian liao.....i think maybe is a good thing ba......or i will have people keep saying i am TOOO zhi lian!!!
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anyway recently i did went out so it is not so sian went out wif mj not long ago went to ktv and sing like hell.....i think me and most of my friends love ktv.....
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and tomoro also meeting her too as she is off haiz....iam really sian and it really is going to 2 weeks le....and still no letter haiz.....wad i really going to happen to me.....i really hope not and ugly ending ba?
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so sian.....an recently had been waking up later then 5pm......my life is really like a secondary student enjoying his school holiday....dunno wan to find a temp job for now?
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and recently(when i was postphone) my mum had been nagging lots of thing...and those stress started to come upon me.......i don like to feel stress as i am a happy person na....haiz.....i think she also had her stress too...somemore if she wan to complain she can't complain to anyone as her husband which is my father pass away liao and she tell me also no use.....haiz....
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sometimes i wish she had a BF as she is not ugly....not a obasan lol....haiz....but then i think she is not going to have one....i wan to faster enter ns....faster finish......faster learn hair-styling faster work....faster save money and bring my mum out.....as she aways say she scared i cannot provide for her...and I NEED TO PROVE HER WRONG TOO!!!!
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right now i only have a big HAIZ on my mind la!!!!

Monday, December 15, 2008
-3:10 AM
i apologize for long stories again as even thought i've been staying at home but there is lots of things going on la.....and i had lost my touch on being "zhi lian" maybe cause i am botak!!!! ~
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anyway i think i am going to use my clip on extension again if i am wearing my "cancer cap" so friends if you see me wif fringe pls don get shock as it is FAKE!!!
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on sat and sun...my mum had been scolding me dunno why but i only get one thing.......S M O K I N G !!! LOLS.....anyway i really don gif it a damm anymore.....and is very irratating lol...i hide from her i also need to hide the box......i told her i smoke also need to hide the box...lol....very tired liao lol
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and she keep calling me to keep fit and exercise and be man....blah blah blah
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exercise----- to be honest i am now doing yoga everyday before i go to sleep and now i can do 25 push up at one time ok.....lol....25 is little but for a lazy people like me i think i already break recod so i slowly slowly +5 push up lol!!! and now adays i don really take the lift so is like 50:50
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be manly---- seriously i think this is me la.....i admit i am a sissy but not ah gua or wad ever shit la!!! BUT AGAIN THIS IS ME.....NO PEOPLE CAN CONTROL ME LOL!!!! and so wad if i put make-up....i feel no confidence without make-up on lol....wif make up i can hide my red patches... ance scars lol...and i really really do look more better wif make-up....lols....

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anyway i am now very impatient la....i wan to faster have my "ns" letter again la....asap....lol...sian then 2moro maybe meeting mj and her bf so i think i will take pictures again...will post again tomoro......

Friday, December 12, 2008
-10:25 PM
notic that i now never put anymore pictures liao...wa ha ha botak liao....still got wad thing to take lol....

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but then hor really is sian la at home the date now is 12/12/2008 and it has been days that i've been staying at home and doing nothing lei....only watch tv...

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many people are worried about that "declare" thingy i done during my enlistment lei...ha ha honestly i was really super touched la....but really na you wan scold or say me stupid then say ba cause wad done had been done liao no point le ar....i also no powers to turn back the time...

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but i worried for the day my mum will know that i am gay.....haiz....i am also now waiting for the leter to tell me about my enlistment la...sian lol...ha ha ha....if i don get the letter by maybe 2 weeks ba? i will find a part time job save money lol....then can shop for

Wednesday, December 10, 2008
-5:37 PM
haiz....actually yesterday i really really regreted for declaring that i had done "homosexual" on that question list lol from 8+ to 11+ am it was like a very long story~~
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anyway my enlistment date was postphone...and i don know know where will i be posted...maybe to those very fierce army....office army.....or even never serve ns,,,,I REALLY DUNNO....
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all i wan to say so wad i was being humilated very terrible jux because i was a gay....lols....
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regreted alot of thing...one of it was cutting `botak`!!! but one thing for sure i didn't look ugly cutting botak......lol....and i am proud of it!!!! bloddy polic academy.....hate them!!!

Monday, December 8, 2008
-10:27 PM

going ns tomoro...suddenly miss lots of...thing mostly was secondary days la....haiz....
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anyway yesterday went to ktv wif mj.......and we had lots of fun la...







and it was really a miracle that she never laught at my BOTAK head la... ha ha ha.....and today also met up wif her...and i know it i comfirm will cry la.....ha ha ha.....i now know why ying ling and wei ting cried at the airport while sending of chen juan and the NA~~
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and today i also cut mosses hair....






















































































and after the hair cut i was like shocked!!! cause i never see him like that before ha ha ha i hope his mum will accept this hair-style?
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anyway friends plese read the message that i written to you all at my previous post...and to those i miss out....i am very sorry as i wan to rest early la....no matter close friends or hi-bye friends....i wanna be friends wif all of u all 4ever !!! hope to go out wif you all when i come out!!!
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2 years faster past la.....i know time will pass by fast de la....and my future camp friends dunno y but i looking forward to meet u all tomoro!!!
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and mum and sheng....take care of urself and mum...take care ar...thanks for everything u had given me during these 18 years....maybe now is the time i become 100% matured ba...i hope you can be proud of me one day...
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and sheng please la hor be matured la!!! don keep make mummy worried hor...now you really is the eldest le hor for these 2 years...i know you still young but don keep aways play and play la!!! when study means study hor!!!and take care of mummy hor!! try to talk to her more ok!!! don make me worry also when i at ns!!!
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se ya friends...see ya blog......i will call u all when i got time!!!