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Sunday, November 30, 2008

-7:15 PM

hey hey!!! i am now in genting using cyber....and i will be back tomoro night and that means i have only a week+ to my enlist date lol...

and i am going to be super busy liao la...busy doing people's hair.....and the last time going out....haiz....dunno wad life is going happen on 9dec lol.....

haiz...and i freaking don really enjoy my stay at genting lol....not fun...as i am feeling very sleepy everyday dunno why also....

next time if i go overseas for an holiday i will bring people that have the same mind wif me ba...k la going off 1st come back le will post some pic...

and guys....don call me first by the way...cause i lost my hp liao lol...so in the mean time can contact me through my bro hp ma?

96158449 and some numbers i cant memorize lol...so i nid some people number...

sandy!
mj!
louise!

these are the 3 i can think of will update again

Thursday, November 27, 2008

-12:45 AM

i suddenly jux miss 2 of my friends.....even though we might not be as close as secondary days but i felt your love and concern after i admit that i was GAY......

thanks hui ping!!!

i really cried when i saw ur sms......i don how to say why i cry but it was very sudden la!!!! and really was shock to see nice words comming from u.....and promise to go out wif u ok?!

thanks ling long~

same like hp...i was also shock that nice words came from u.....and really sorry for hurting u so much in the past and i promise not to hurt u again i aways thought that u aways concern about wt...but now it really make me think that it was aways from u....u aways gif me confident when i do ur hair....to everything and yup i promise to bleach your hair ok!!!!

and sandy too

suprised? y lei....cause until now....you are the wan to call me not to worry about my ns....and even though it jux words but it was very important to me....THANKS!!!

and mj!!! *y no photos...cause i think you all should be sian that i keep putting her pic ba*

after that drama night i really wanna treasure the friendship we have la...hope that our dreams will come true la!!!

hmm...anyway tomoro go malaysia will be back on monday ba....and still got sometime then i enter the ns....so meet up soon ~~~MY FRIENDS~~~~!!!!

ha ha ha this girl in the pic above was kimarie's model....but then guess wad we talk alot that time...ha ha ha i suddenly miss her la....

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*UPDATES*

saw wt's blog....i though u didn't care for me lei....i really really really actually miss u alot...hi ya i don wan to cry again lei.....i thought u wan forget me lei......when i come back singapore we meet ok!!! let the 4 of us unite again ok ok?! also please forgive me for hidding the things i wanna say to u....as i super scared u will not be my friend anymore cause i still RMB that time during secondary that u say if i accept the guy that chase after me u won't be friends wif me lol.....I AM SUPER SORRY LEI!!!!

and to KAREN hope you can read this for my dearest friend

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

-3:18 AM

before i start i think whlie i go ns i will let ying ling take care of my blog...i will call her and tell her to write wad i done there so my friends and family can read wad happen there so they nid not worried about me too.....

anyway jux now met up wif mj for a smoke/drink....she is feeling better and look better but dunno weather is the cosmestic she put make her not looking so shag...but anyway really la...there is alot of thing i have to learn from her...lol...she really care for her sister lol....if she is not worried for her....she already will rent a room liao wor....

and we will like talking our future stuff...and i will really earn the money or wad-so-ever...

maybe after 2 years i come out of ns.....me and mj will rent a room..

then after another 2 years mj sis will turn 18 then we will rent a flat ba...and call her to move in wif us.....

then we will be working and earning.....then after that save up and go overseas for hair-industry training/learning....

then maybe work save....work save.....and hopefully open a shop by 30 yrs old....

then for my presonal life......i will work and earn...work and earn so can bring my mum out....i think mj will also do the same for her sis....

then work earn and hopefull i will die at 50 yrs old...YUP!!! i also don wan to live for so long lol...

and ling long please take care of my blog while i am in ns....

my password is.......lol...do you think i will write it down meh....so YOU SPAMMERS!! will come spam my blog...

"To your uncle" who spam vivian's blog and her bf's blog....come spam me man!!!! and you will sure see my face infront of you ok!!! I DARE YOU!!!

ha ha ha y i so confident lei....see for urself!!!

i paste something on my blog to locate where u all are ok?! come la spam my blog la...bloody uncle!!!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

-8:53 PM

last night was super drama maybe to other eyes but it was a night of me....mj....hui ting & yl ba....

last night a "house war 2" appeared at the house of the ~loke(mj & hui ting)~ anyway it really was a super long story lol...from 9pm until 4am lol...can u imagine?! and last night was the 1st time we(me and mj) see each other crying like hell lei....ha ha ha....

then after that suddenly hui ting called mj saying that their father ask her to make a chioce weather to stay at thier house or follow mj to leave alone.....hi ya anyway is a very VEry VERY long story la!!!! HI YA!!!! so i now dunno the ending of this "war" but this night really make me treasure my sister-hood of mj and hui ting....

and also thank yl for being there wif me on the phone last nigh.........it really was such a unforgetful night!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

-10:18 PM

hey hey!!! met up wif mihell ha ha ha!!! a staff at kimarie last time and suddenly though of the olds time we spent together lol....miss those times...and touched too cause amoung all kimarie staff mihell only go out wif me and contact me lol.....very touched!!!

then met uf wif mj and princess(mj's sister)

aiyo princess....u grow fatter le wor!!! but nvm.....i 100% sure you will slim down de!!!

and jux now while going home mj's uncle was downstair and talk lots of thing...ai ya anyway long story!!!!

but i got something to say to my princess hui ting!!!

~~`` dunno why but the moment i saw u getting scolded and seeing u cry suddenly like i felt a pain comming to me....it is like i suddenly though u are my blood sister lol..but then jux to let you know u really no nid to be afraid wif ur uncle cause he really care for u but the way he concren about u was like wrong....

some how i felt that he was like my father...cause i also know my father cared for me too...but when he beat me for the wrong things i did i started to hate him...why?! cause he is not use can like that beat lei...he throw chairs, use a thick cane to beat me while i am showering halfway cause i skip class, throw hot soup at me when i don't want to drink it, and he will use a belt to cane me on the butt wif no shorts on...

compare to ur uncle and my dad i think u should be happier than sad...at least i think he wont beat u? so try not to talk back to him and i think he will treat you nice...

and one more thing jux to let you know no matter wad happen not only ur sis but also me will aways be there for u de...ok? I PROMISE YOU!!!!

jux bear wif all the bad stuff that s going to happen to u as after 5 years we 3 can stay together like family ok?.....promis me also that you will be brave and not cry!!! cause crying wont solve anything and when u are brave u wont be scared of being scold or bullied...kk

and u aways be a princess to me!!!!``~~

************UPDATE!!!**********

OK I AM MAD...ANGRY.....CRAZY......OR WAD SO EVER BUT I WANNA WRITE SOMETHING...AND IT MIGHT SHOCK MY FRIENDS OR EVEN YOU!!!!! CAUSE I THINK I SHOULD LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT I HAD ENOUGH OF IT LE!!!!

OK!! I AM GAY!!!! YES GAY!!!! MEANS I LOVE BOYS!!! OK!!!! BUT I AM ALSO HUMAN OK!!! IS NOT LIKE I BROKEN THE LAW THAT I AM A GAY LOL!!!! AND YUP!!! I ALREADY HAVE GAY SEX BEFORE OK....SO IF YOU DON WAN BE FRIENDS WIF ME THAT I AM A GAY...SO BE IT.....LOL.......

Sunday, November 23, 2008

-4:12 AM

yesterday i kind of played wif my hair and finally done the hairstyle i aways wanted to style!!!

TA DAH!!!!

and normally when i was trying this hairstyle my hand will start to ache lol....but yesterday no ache lei!!! wa ha ha ha!!!

and today my mum told me we will be going to far east and i done everything perfectly...clip straight my hair la...make up....wear nice nice...and then it started to rain and we never go out....lols!!!! and jux any how zhi lian la!!!as don wan to waste my foundation

and jux a few mins ago i went to cut my hair....BY MYSELF OK!!!! IT IS NOT EASY CUTTING A SLOPE OK!!!!

LOOK!!!!

NICE?! ha HA since i have such little time left to police acadamy so might as well do funny hairstyle....wa ha ha!!! and met up wif mj today and alot of thing happen to her la.....i think she also very sian also la!!!! pity her....

ok la...thats all tomoro again very sian go to that bloodly SSA and have to see that fat ass boy!!!! he dare to diao(stare) me again HE WILL KNOW IT!!! anyway me and my bro VS him in the end we still will win lol....cause 2 VS 1 nei.....HATE HIM!!! I think if got a chance i will secretly snap a pic of him lol

Thursday, November 20, 2008

-10:09 PM

these pictures was actually taken yesterday....and yesterday yup!! went to temple to pray my grandma....and i found the importance of family!!!! i really mux make a point that i mux be close to my mum and 2nd bro....still considering wanna talk to my 3rd bro

as i already never have a good talk wif him for a week liao....now i jux kept scolding him wad to do!!! I REALLY HATE HIM!!!

and i find out my stm is getting worst la!!! jux now i though of doing something later and jux forget the thing i wan to do in a flash.....sian lol

and i found out i can no longer stay out night reccently had not been sleeping and i really became super tired lol....OLD LIAO LA!!!!

and i am happy i am not smoking too much!!! even my brother more heavy than me lol!!!!

maybe i jux stop here but if think of something shall update again......as i dunno wad i am writing myself also?????lol...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

-2:51 AM

yup!!! my comp finally back lol!!! and my eyes are white liao!!! i love the doctor's eye drop!! anyway tomoro should be very sian la....morning pray my grandma then go see movie wif mum....haiz...i though tomoro i can go do tabtto lol....haiz....sian

anyway i got the photos from my bro-in-law liao ha ha ha abd it bring back laughter too....and ARGH!! MY LONG HAIR!!!!

i act gong ha ha!!!!

miss my big mouth?!

haiz memories........!!!!!