SwAtY_qq~ 3inluv_summer

i'm so hot!!!

2010-05-16T20:14:00.004+08:00

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i think it is time to blog le ba....recently yup me and mj is back to being sisters again and seriously i always thought when we unite together again it will be abit strange but that strange thing didn't happen la....and our same mind thinking are also still the same or should i say better?!

not long ago went out wif the loke sisters for dinner at airport actually really wanna eat 'poepye' but then cause of the oh my god!!! Q we decided to go to the boring macdonald

and just recently i've been in love with colour contact lens lol...is like damm chio!!! and now it seems that colour contact lens have now officialy be in a part of my life...

dunno why but now adays i always will think to myself and think why do i have to born human lol...it really is stressful being human.......

everything in this world is all about money lol, and being laugh at and wad i can do is jux bear wif it, getting scold by superiors and also i cant do anything... is like why can't i be a non-living thing lol...just doing nothing at all lol....really lei.... being a living thing is not even good at all lol...

is like wadever i do is always kenna judge by other people my make-up, my untidy-ness, my personality, my own dream, the way i dress, my girly voice, my butt lol....why?!
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ok enough of sad words lets end this post wif a 'would you like a flower' picture!!!!!

MUA HA HA HA!!!

brand new beat

2010-05-05T19:55:00.005+08:00

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'JunJou RoMantica' is a YAOI anime i've been watching and the story really is sweet la i think all gays including me all want this to be a real life lol...ha ha ha~!!!!

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anyway not long ago went out with evelyn actually was saying to visit people but then hor cause of some unlucky stuff that happen lol.....but it was a good meet up after all....and hopefully i will be free to do more meet up wif friends too

evelyn looking very stupid beside that yellow thing which i don't understand why she wanna take this picture la....lol -_-"

anyway work has been ok cause that black not in office but then still very bored dunno why many people keep saying it will be very fast i will ORD lol...where got fast la!!!! still damm super long way to go lol!!!

but i mux say i am really missing the past much more lol!!! maybe i should say i enjoy being together wif my sch friends la, salon friends and some of my brother friends, maybe cause they don't mind my sissy personality, don't mind me being gay but seriously...

at times i really feel like saying do gays deserve to be mock at?! I really don understand la...i can only say blame it on my fate that i got super duper no intrest in girls ba....and on the other hand i really got somethings i dare not say infront of some people but wann write down here!!!

yes people who are ugly and fat what is wrong with that?

Have they done anything wrong?!

Have they distrub you living in this world?

Are they intruding your life?!

yes they are my friends? And i don mind being mock being bully but do you have to bring in my darling friends inside? lol? are you all that slim?

are you all that good looking? lol i don think so?

don tell me you all don have friends like dat? why not you all go laugh at your own friends being FAT AND UGLY!!! can't bear to do it?

lol even though i am a stupid guy with no brain and don mind being laugh at but there is one thing everyone in this world have even for a idiot!!! FEELINGS!!!! lol....

no break!!!

2010-04-25T22:30:00.004+08:00

recently there is really alot of drama going on in life lol.....but now things are really getting better...like last weekend i was angry wif my mum and we didn't really have a proper talk until today, it is like a longest period of time when we angry wif each other...
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and alot of people know that me and mj already never contact already but today cause of a FOOL but on the other hand i also have to thank him somehow me and mj make the first step of being friends again which i feel quite happy la.....and so there are many things i want to achive ASAP!!!!
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1) of course be friends again wif mj....
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2) to kick out that stupid CARMEL out of our life he really is a friendship spoiler in our life lol....is like i really think damm hard and he is the only person that make our friendship turn into sour grapes lol!!! get a life carmel!!! mux you stick to ur GF 24/7 don you have so much friends lol...or actually you don even have friends?!
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i though you got friends from ur hometown got friends from hong kong got friends from thailand lol....please la!!! get away from me and mj personal friendship life man!!!! this is the first time both of us turn to like this cause of a man!!! not some mistake we had make lol!!! get lost man!!!
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even though genesis is also keep sticking to hui ting but at least we are liking him more and more not like you!!! go away man!!!! or best!!!! go back to malaysia la!!!!
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lol...anyway guys is like dat and i am glad i am not straight too...luckily my thinking is like a gal and hate me wadever or wad!! but i am happy the way i am!!! this is the true me i don have to lie saying i got a big gang in this and that to have friends lol!!! it really make you a big SUCKER!!!!
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3) hopefully will be bless wif more strength so i won't feel tired that easily
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as hopefully i would get good news from sanjay to work part time so at least i don really need to depending on my mum....going to be 20 liao must really grow up not like HIM who got no life at all lol!!!!

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anyway today accompany my mum to the wet market and i didn't know my mum was famous there la....and it is so paiseh la...my mum was like introducing me to the stall owners lol...hi yo....mum ar!!!

i really don understand the fun in a mareket but my brother is enjoying himself lol?!

and after that go and slack together wif the lepak gang la....ha ha ha really had a good laugh love you guys!!!

*ps* gabriel i know u say u don wan me to pose wif the sun-glasses u bought for G.G but this will be the 1st and the last you will see it as i had given it to mj's sister la!!!

the horrid me without make-up!!!! ahhhhh!!!

~~* no matter wad i will try my best to talk to you and thank you for forgiving me even though i had post many harsh stuff in my blog but then from the day i decided not to contact you until now i had never stop thinking about you.... i really wish we can go back to the time we are jobless acting like a fake 'Tai-tai' and hungry looking at in-coming, going ktv, taking neo-print, gossip and calling each other when we feel like telling something....

haiz i still think all these thing started of this guy CARMEL!!! he really is a SUCKER!!!!

dragon fruit

2010-04-05T18:53:00.010+08:00

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wow it really had been a damm long time since i blog ha ha ha...anyway life recently had been fine and i meet up many new friends and they are really good people la...ha ha ha and i have a god-sis too ha ha ha
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anyway have many programme la so got many things to say
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went to ease coast wif my family actually me and my brother(sheng) actually don wan to go but all because of my youngest brother he wan to go there lol....so no choie my mum love him so much...bo bian la!!!
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me and mum(below)

me and bro(below)

but before that went to katong to buy hair extensions la and now got new hair extension so next time there is going to be a new me also ha ha ha!!!!

and on saturday meet up wif lemon my god-sis for a dinner session ha ha ha it was fun and also have to thank her for the dinner treat also la.....and actually she wan to go meet her other friends de but she ask me weather i wan to go? so i went along too....and her friends will really funny la...ha ha ha !!!

me and jie(below)

and at the same time also visited old friends too....

and a secondary jie-mei reunion even though mj and karen is out of the picture..

swaty!!! me and yan!!!!(below pic)

me and ling long!!!(below pic) recently have been meeting ling long la...and we really have a great time laughing together la!!!

chen juan and me(below pic) she is still the same la still so funny...but strange it seems she become more pretty lol....

me and louise(beolw pic) ha ha ha on the other hand louise look more and more lady...maybe she really mature faster than all of us?!

group shot!!!!

not forgeting angie!!! she ar!! hi yo......still like the same la....i think even though all of us turn old liao but we still are like the same pattern la...some things really never change...

the below pic is like my FAV picture of that day la....this is really a candid shot cause i was saying whoose hair so smelly ar, then chen juan say i got wash hair de ok!!! must be angie la!!! then we all laugh and she jux take this picture!!!

and as wad i say in facebook even though it was ying ling's birthday i realy have fun wif the fruits family la.....

me(dragon fruit), lychee and ying ling(durian)

me with the birthday girl!!!!

even though it is tired keep going out but i really do enjoy my self and today meet up wif sanjay also and really la...i think i also mux spend more time with the 'LEPAK" group too kinda miss that time and hopefully i will also forget the old memories even though it was good memories but then it is painful when i recap it!!!

love make me roll eyes

2010-03-23T22:31:00.004+08:00

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A post taken by typicalben which i fucking 100% agree wif him lol!!! and i also wan to take this chance to compare about my friends and their BFs

1. How can you be SO FREAKING SURE that he/she is the one that you're gonna marry?
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I always roll my eyes damn hard when people around the couple (close friends or relatives), will assume and is so assure, telling me that, the couple is sure going to last till marriage.

Then I always give them replies like..."How can you be that sure?
There's still such a long way to go (especially if the couple is still young like us) and anything can happen anytime and there is NO SUCH THING as CONFIRM in a relationship!"And guess what happen in the end to all those couples whom I know with these 'confirmation'?

They eventually broke up!Bah! I cannot stand people who keep say; 'Confirm they will get maried', 'Confirm won't break one lah, their relationship is damn strong'.Confirm this and confrim that!CAUSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS CONFIRM OR A FOR SURE THING IN A RELATIONSHIP! Anything can happen anytime, don't you get it?Somemore, we're talking about feelings here.
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2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend isn't your everything!
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I also cannot stand people who are too
dependent or too sticky to their another half and have to always be together NO MATTER WHAT!

Going out with friends, ask him/her along!
Going out with family, ask him/her along!
Going out to party, ask him/her along!

No matter what kind of occasions or even if you're meeting up with your different groups of your friends, you also want your boyfriend to be with you and to go with you! (I said boyfriend cause usually girls are the one who is like that than the guys).

I mean why can't you give yourself a break from your partner?!Doesn't mean you have to bring him or be together with him for every occasions or event you're attending right!

I'm totally disappointed with a friend who actually decided not to attend some event (which is important to me) because he/she can't bring the partner along for it as the guest list is fixed and it's only for invited guest! I mean so much for being friends with the person and we're pretty much close last time lor!And all these leads to another point.....
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~***really agree with point 2 lol y? ok i've been going out wif 2 friends and their BF together but here is the diffrence la lets name them 'A' and 'B'. 'A' almost alot of outing la, slacking with friends la sure comfirm will have the BF come along wan and even once there is a outing with the 2 of them and wif her sister and the 2 loving couple jux go their own seprate ways lol... like we are strangers la....and sometime it really is irratating jux to see the face of her BF la!!!! Then they keep i touch you here you touch me there like their next step is going to be sex lol....
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and 'B' she also will call me out together wif her BF also but at least she got the heart to ask another friend along to accompany me so i wont feel that sian and even though i am alone with the two loving couples they still try their best to entertain me, and i am glad that both are willing to tell me wad they face like I'm a counselor la so at least going out with them make me forget that they are actually a couple lol***~
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3. If you treat your partner as your everything, you're losing more things than you know.
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I know and understand your love one is important to you, but FRIENDS IS REALLY IMPORTANT AS WELL!As important as your partner or can be more important!

You'll never know when your relationship will turn sour or comes to an end and the people who will be supporting you will be your friends and family! But people now are neglecting friends because of their partner (as referred back to point 2, being too dependent/sticky to one another), and when broke up with their partner.. they are gonna suffer cause they found out that their friends won't be there with or for them anymore!

I mean if you choose your partner over your friends always, even though your friends will feel okay about it but you guys will eventually not be that close anymore and stuff.There's alot of cases like that!Too many people putting their partner over and on top of everything and when losing them in the end, they all went insane!
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and even though i still think 'B' and her BF will last very long but let say la hor LET SAY AR!!! they break i still think i will be very good friends with them.**~
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4. Special occaison should be celebrated with friends as well!
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I find not very right, if every (and I mean EVERY) special occasion, you only celebrate with your partner and no one else!Other than Valentine Day, other special days like Christmas or NYE you should allow your partner to go celebrate with his/her friends as well!

Cause it's kinda sad that (okay, I've to say this again)...If you guys suddenly break up, you'll feel even more lonely or feel even more sad if you have to go through it alone!I reckon you guys will think that this won't happen, but this really will do happen for some people! Cause when they're in relationship, they will really neglect their friends or so. Don't think they will have the courage or face to even find back their friends when they broke up with their partner!
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~**yup this is another reason why i am not contacting A right now her mind is all about bf, Bf and BF almost 98% of the time i see her is always wif her BF she aways say that to her friends/family will be number 1 and i can see she really mean it in the family section but wad about friends? seriously speaking actually i'm not the only person saying that some of our friends are also saying this but not saying out names as i wanna protect them.
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and for B even though i never hear her saying friends 1st but i can see that she seriously treasure her friend very much la and normally wad she say she will do it lol...so i think this is why sometimes she have positive feedback from other friends too~**

5. Don't say you're gonna break with with him/her, cause you're not gonna do it!
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This is what I always hear from my friends, that they're going to break up with their partner BUT THEY ALWAYS JUST SAY ONLY!A few times of that is okay, but too much or always saying it is NOT.It's pretty much annoying!!! You're never gonna break up no matter what and no matter how mean they treat you, so don't just say it! And advices given to them are no much of uses too, cause they don't really bother to listen.
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6. Your partner shouldn't be controlling you!You ain't a dog or a robot!
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As simple as that!You must still do what you want to do and not because of your partner, you restrict yourself from doing it!You live for yourself, and not him/her!
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THE END
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haiz...anyway love is such a strange thing la...it also sometimes harms a friendship and sometimes have a new friendship too......lol

wad a leave lol

2010-03-21T20:23:00.006+08:00

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haiz!!!!
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actually i was suppose to be on 3 days leave during the school holidays de then i also though i could enjoy it very much but didn't really enjoy it at all...but at least i think i rest alot liao...rest until i don feel like going camp la!!!!! FUCK!!!!
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but i seriously don understand my boss la.....if he wanna ask me something why don't he jux call me personaliy!!! yes! there is a 50:50 chance that i wont pick up but then why must call Alan & Gabriel to call lol....they are not your 'Personal Assitant' they are not a phone operator lol....
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but i can only think of one think is that he wan me to hate them ba i suppose cause on the first day of my leave i already get 8 bloody phone calls liao but then lol.....YOUR PLAN FAIL :p !!!
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but also wanna say sorry to Alan la...i think now the office/store also in a big mess cause of me la!!! SORRY!!!
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anyway this few days i took this time to go visit old friends and my passion of hair-dressing is getting much stronger liao....maybe if my working sechdule in camp turns to be better maybe i will consider going to apply for part time courses in hair dressing ba...

me and Yi-ting(above pic).... actually i can sense her stress-ness in kimarie la...but i know she is strong enough to battle this stress lol...now aays the young people hor really is a headache la!!!
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me and ling long(below pic)

to gif ying ling face i promise to accompany her to club lol....she this stoopid woman call me twice when i am sleeping la!!! but then i think clubbing really don suit me la....i prefer KTV!!! but it was fun chatting wif her friends la as that time the 1st time we meet i was like a 100 years old demon like dat
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and some pictures i took when i bo-liao(nothing to do) but actually is wan to save my cosmetics la ha ha ha is like put so heavy make-up then like dat wash away without taking a picture like quite wasteful lol

speaking about make-up lol....i think luckily i went to see a doctor to gif me medcicne for my face or now i will go and burn my whole face lol cause recently i never remove my make-up properly la....thank goodness my face condition still ok la ha ha ha...

haiz and recently i think my life is like a drama la...lol haiz but really thanks to my family that they are aways on my side la....

super sibei sian weekend

2010-02-21T20:28:00.007+08:00

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wa this weekend really super sian la...haiz...why ar...

candid pics of wei xiang ha ha ha

haiz dunno why but now my mind is in a mess la....thoose who recently keep being wif me will know why la...haiz life really sucks

cny

2010-02-18T20:57:00.009+08:00

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woo hooo chinese new year...hmmm this year was consider quite a boring and very tired year lol...but happy is that i finally can hang out with some friends from my secondary days....

guesse wad me and my bro wear the same design shirt but diffrent colour

2nd day was jux dinner wif family and meet out wif karen and wei xiang

and 3rd day was damm busy have to make 2 meet up ha ha ha

kimarians reunion

then meet up wif angie...louise...yan...ling

it was really super tired la but was fun too...but good times really ended fast...as i very lazy to type shall stop here la...ha ha ha

to mj

2010-02-15T04:41:00.003+08:00

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they say when friends/couple quarrel... it is actually a good sign but dunno i also have a quarrel wif can almost already be my BFF/SiS and i dunno wad i had done wrong....
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and mei jing i think you should know that the meaning of the above sentence... seriously i actually really honestly treat you as my BFF liao...and i already plan to like spend the rest of my life being friends with you like how close "DA.S" and "xiao.S" are...
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seriously i think we really had a misunderstanding it is not you that i hate or wadever....but you also cant stop me from hating ur BF or saying good stuff about karen ar....is like the same as you that hate TIM and my cousin(even though now i also don really like them)
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many people already telling me not to contact you anymore but i still wanna belive in you that we still can be BFF cause you should know how our mind/thinking are the same....it really is hard to have a friend that have the same thinking....when ever i aways see how "xiao.S" and her "jie-mei" hang out make me also think about the both of us even though i am a guy
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cause of almost lossing karen as a great friend i really wish to treasure all my friends lol....as a GAY myself i already have very limited friends already and i don wish to lose more friends lol...and you are the one that say that you treasure your friends/sisters alot even much more than your BF...but right now your act is like ur BF is very more important...
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yes i admit i am jealous that now u are spending more time wif ur BF than me...but aways when i feel down u are aways there for me...but then suddenly that "u are aways there for me" thing is like fading and many stuff i cant tell my family as you know how close we are?
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everytime when you keep saying whoever touches me you will kill that person it really touches me lol...cause other than my mum no-body will say such a word to protect me as in other people eyes i am just a disgusting freaker
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mj....if possible can we go back to the same we are suppose to be ?!
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and seriously i now feel very insulted by the so called friends in army....really lei so wad if other man fuck my ass so many freaking times...so wad if i put a "ah gua" make-up whenever i go so wad if i am a gay....i dont mind other people saying stuff about me cause they dunno me but for my friends anyone also know i am harmless but why are they so harsh words like
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" get the red packet and go sew back my asshole"
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and many more hurtful words....ok if u don treat me as a friend but at least you know me and we work together... you might mean it as a joke but will i think it is a joke imagine i insult you and by chance ur own family/friends saw it will they worry for you....i seriously dunno wad to do...
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seriously you all are now making me feel that I myself are not suppose to be in this world but in another planet lol....

last weekend

2010-02-12T21:50:00.006+08:00

well should have post this earlier la....but too lazy la...anyway last weekend went out with my bro and alan ER for my tattoo session and also meet karen and wei xiang

thanks ar sheng...withough your accompany i think i will be bored to death...and i know it was fucking tired to go search the whole raffles place for one stupid "singtel" .....really thanks ar!!!

at least my brother will take pictures wif me lol...not like the stupid alan ER!!!!!

then after that meet the 2 lovers la!!!

dunno why i really like hanging out wif them very much and karen will worry for me that i will be sian... don worry karen i really enjoy going out wif you all lol...even like going out wif you all then mj and her bf honestly...

and speaking about mj dunno wad is wrong wif her lol....when she return to singapore mux have a good chat wif her la!!! dunno why i am starting hate mj BF very much....make mj like turn to another person..... dunno la...i think all mj's BF are all strange people lol...

and my tattoo

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and my mum and bro....

was abit shock as mum suddenly told me some stories of my dad and jux cry and i now really super hate my father now lol....really hate him to the core lol!!! luckily he is dead!!! Dead!! DEAD!!!

center parting

2010-02-04T22:32:00.012+08:00

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****warning many photos to upload*******

last friday went out wif mj, jonanthan and his GF

and then while on the way home meet sanjay, miu miu and my brother

by the way miu miu have straight hair cause i rebond for him ha ha ha!!!

neoprints!!!

and on saturday went out wif my family!!!

i seriously love saturday's make up lol....friday was like too heavy liao!!!

and why i write so little is cause i like the pictures taken last weekend lol...alot of people say i look ugly with the center parting but i think i look ok wad? lol...

anyway chinese new year coming liao and i cant wait to wear the new clothes lol....damm nice!!!

random-tically

2010-01-26T19:16:00.004+08:00

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wah sian!!! i still haven't shop for new year clothes lei...stress but seriously la...i think i also no mood to shop for clothes also la...so on that day if i go shopping i will jux do a quick one lol!!!
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right now i also quite scared that i will get confine during chinese new year...dunno la...really la the days wif the blackie hor really will be not a good day la.....but wad to do maybe i done bad things to him during my past life
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anyway i got pics to post but sometime quite lazy
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while preparing to go karen's house to style her hair

and finally a nice picture wif karen!!!!

and a candid pic of wei xiang

dunno why i don feel like a lamp-post when i am wif karen and wei xiang lei....cause maybe mj and carmel are aways touching each other la(like wad normally couples do).....but karen and wei xiang... ya they are also very sweet and can see they treasure each other but really feel more comfy la

dunno how to explain it but still it really is fun wif wei xiang sometimes maybe cause i have this fear barrier while wif carmel cause in the 1st place he already hate gays? which i don understand why cause even being a gay myself i don think we will harm people lol...? dunno la even now adays i also fell quite comfy wif hui ting(mj sis) boyfriend genesis lol....dunno y also

and pictures of me when i go nuts...lol sometimes in a blue moon i will go crazy and high and sometime my family also will play along la...but IT IS FUN!!!!

dunno why but i know i should be happy to see mj being in a relationship but somehow there is this emptiness inside me maybe cause i already am used to it when i need her she will aways be there for me....haiz....now adays i am also stress but not in work but camp friends...

is like recently they will ask me how i have sex la.....have sex wif who etc....then i also be honest wif them and reply and recently i sense a fear in them and i really want to tell them i am really harmless is not like i will go drug them and rape them or something lol? i, myself also know i am not a beast!

haiz....in the first place it is also hard to welcome people to welcome gays lol....sad...

but seriously sometime before i close my eyes to sleep i will also think why not am i like born normal like other people...it really is hard going the adnormal line but i seriously got no intrest in girls la...really feel like crying at times also

and die...recently i also feel like going for a sex change....it is true that i ever think of that during secondary days but stop thinking of it cause no point la...i will also look ugly if i am a girl...but why am i having that thought again haiz!!!!

kadaiyeema

2010-01-18T03:32:00.002+08:00

video for you to watch the video is horizondal na...so paiseh ar....ha ha ha some extra taken when eating at bedok's pasar malam ha ha ha....*abit lame la*

wad going on right now?

2010-01-16T22:57:00.004+08:00

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right now work is ok ok still the same but i really wish to go other places lol....
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that time while in office was having a conversation with colleagues and one thing that is very true...the topic " people like me will don't really have friends" and i really think for quite long lei actually really damm true lol....
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is like my friends i will talk and go out with will normally will be mj, yl, wt and now recently karen....but i really cant keep on disturbing them all the time....now mj in a relationship so sometimes have to make space for her and her bf...
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karen also same like mj also in a relationship and now yl got a new batch friends and sometime she had go church and wt more busy in her work and family and i now only free on weekends...
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things to post

2010-01-04T23:21:00.011+08:00

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actually totally have many things to upload jux dat lazy and some at other people phone now i have all of them now i can blog
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OUTING WIF THE LOKE SISTERS AND CAMEL
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went out wif the people mention above(title) was consider fun la...cause i very seldom go out with hui ting but i guess in future we can go out like normal sisters ba....
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that stoopid hui ting really look like 'AV' woman la...more sexy than me and mj lol...HATE HER!!!

my cousin's wedding

actually didn't really take a pic wif the bride and groom as they will so BUSY....but cause we are family we can see each other very often like next month chinese new year!!!

this lady(above pic) is my cousin-in-law and she very funny she was in feature in 'teenage' magazine RMB the issue of the passport issue where she was from the 'hippo tours'? and can you belive she is a mother of 2 really noisy sons lol!!!!

new year's eve and new year itself

during new year's eve went out wif karen and ling long and wei xiang went ktv then go geylang for supper actually i like hanging out with them but i really hate going to geylang la...dunno why...but aways when i go out with them i aways forget to take a nice snapshot of them together...maybe mux remind myself ba?!

on new year itself went out wif mj, camel, brother, sanjay, miu-miu, brandon to geylang AGAIN for supper

and i really need to learn something from my brother...saving money cause the meal itself and cab fare etc was almost paid by him lol....if me ar....my pay only will last me for at least a week lol...but bo bian NS pay so little lol....thanks BRO!!!

and sorry miu miu(above) again break my promise on rebonding ur hair but i comfirm will do for you ok?!

outing and outing!!!

2009-12-26T20:19:00.008+08:00

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anyway got good news la.....mj is finally attached...am happy for her....hopefully this time is a happy ending la...after all the hardship in relationship in her...

The pics above was taken while i accompany her to suntec la....and that was the first time i saw her BF...lol...she said i was like close to him...lol? is like it should be wad i am who lei!!!

and during itself i went out wif them...and really felt large LAMPOST!!!

but it was quite fun.....but while they were sweetly in love i was busy calling and wishing all my friends merry x'mas i really miss my other secondary friends...

one day i wanna go out wif all of them like reunion lol.....etc: me....mj....yl....wt....hp....karen...louise....cj....angie all in one group!!!

thomas/mum's frend wed

2009-12-13T23:55:00.006+08:00

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decided to blog la... recently nothing much again even though X'mas is comming but i think comfirm very sian and one more thing....I FUCKING HATE CAB SNATCHER LOL!!!!
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anyway i think should be last month went to slack wif my bro and friends and mj...but now wif extra person...THOMAS as he is going to jail la....but heard rumors he going out on next weekend....funny lol....i though should be 8 months lol?

this is thomas(above pic)

and today mum's friend invite us to her wedding and last night i was damm stress la...dunno wad to wear and dunno how to style my whole family's hair but.....this morning everything was very good everyone like my mum's hair...

after the wedding i decided to put on heavier eye make-up la...ha ha ha(above pic)

my bro's spike hair for the 1st time(above pic)

my mum's dunno wad hair(above pic)

actually wanna help my mum put eye make-up but she keep on saying 'NO NEED'...haiz...i think don trust me la!!!!

me!!!!(above pic)

my bro(above pic) i really hate him cause this outfit is mine lei...but dunno why when he wear my outfit he will look so good....maybe cause he is the boyish-man side while i am the chio-sexy side?! lol....TEO CHONG SHENG I HATE YOU!!!

and ooo ya....tay wei ting...liu pin yan!!! about the $50 i owe u ar....i think hor can i drag to chinese new year ma? sorry lei....cause really la....i wan to complete my 2nd tattoo ASAP!!! sorry ar!!!

wad a stoopid day

2009-12-08T00:10:00.005+08:00

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recently nothing much happen...but a outing wif ling long, karen and wei xiang was fun...it might be tired in the end but will be fun and will be aways full of laughter la...wif ling long comfirm will la...

haiz....the pictures above!! my eyes haiz...sore eyes until now....!!!

ha ha ha stupid wei xiang la!!!! but he quite ke lian la...his camp is more to physical and abit mental torture la...not like me is more mental torture!!! but sometime hanging out wif friends/family all the stress will go away but he ar...haiz...but STOOPID!!! he is going to ORD soon lol...HATE HIM!!!
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some things are not meant to be said

wad the #***!!!!

2009-12-01T20:35:00.004+08:00

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2nd tattoo on the way....mua ha ha ha ha!!!!
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few days back actually went to sentosa for holiday la....must say thank you mummy la....and suay is i was sick(and i suspect i was knock by a ghost lol?!)

seriously i dunno why she wan go sentosa when we can go escape them park cause can play thoose wild rides i am craving to go!!!!!!

and i sentosa i went and scold on indian woman lol....long story but now adays i really hate In****!!! but i still love "sanjay" and my "MDM" lol ha ha ha!!!!

cause seriously not all IN**** are bad people la...there are some good wan like some i meet during my hair-dressing days la....but!!!!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE SOME LOL!!!!!

haiz....

again randomticaly

2009-11-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

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recently nothing much la....jux i am dealing with more and MORE childish people lol....dunno wad is wrong now adays the tennage luckily next year i am 20 lol.....not one of them(tenns) anymore lol...
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this weekend me and 3rd bro was like much more closer dunno why?!

ha ha was watching some sort of taiwan idol and got one of the contestian ownself write a song

the song make me feel like spending more time with my family lol...quite nice la this song

whatever la!!!

2009-11-15T18:43:00.004+08:00

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i dunno why but recently i had been dealing wif childish people...but wad really make me piss of is somemone who claim he is holland village famous "AH BOY"
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is like please so many people also call "ah boy" even a dog also call "ah boy" lol...siao lei!!!
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anyway all these are over and i am back to the same life lol...jux dat there is abit of a twist don wan to say it out but my close friends know wad happen
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abd speaking of friends i am really happy to have friends like you know mj...wt...yl cause they know who i am and what i am
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during AFTC/SSB live-day?!

*(my hair look like a bowl pic above)*

nice hor the clouds?!

me and mummy...

4T1....argh i really wan to cry when i see all these last time secondary pictures!!!

wad is dis?!

2009-11-08T19:07:00.006+08:00

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actually wanted to post this pic a long ago....but don have the mood well jux enjoy ba!!
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my youngest bro and 2nd bro

zhi lian time......

thoose days are going to be gone in my memories

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really random

2009-10-20T22:37:00.006+08:00

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recently i love my make-up recently dunno why....but i look good in picture but my make-up recently is fucking heavy to the max...cause i wanna cover pimple/scars but also never remove properly lol....

i don wanna get back to secondary days la!!!!

happy 19th birthday to me

2009-10-12T18:06:00.017+08:00

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before i start anything i jux wanna say congratulations karen for finding a love la.....wish u all everlasting love!!!!
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anyway on 9/10/1990 friday was my 19th birthday and i really wanna thank alot of people for making it a happy day!!!
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and thanks samantha for giving me the 1st 19th birthday cake to me

and also thank you my mum and bro la...thank you mum for aways be there during my birthday and my brother(sheng) for buying the handphone pouch!!!

and thanks liu ping yan(wt), ying ling and karen for making my birthday not so sian!!! that night was really funny!!!

then the next day was movie and went to east coast

and at night was ktv!!!

haiz everything is all over le la....feel quite wasted birthday jux like dat get over le but nvm i am happy to have friends and family that are aways be wif me....i love you all!!!!

slut?

2009-10-05T22:15:00.004+08:00

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wad a DRAMA!!!

2009-10-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

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Didn't know my life will be also be a drama.......

a whole new world!!

2009-10-01T00:25:00.007+08:00

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the past....

2009-09-27T23:37:00.005+08:00

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the past will aways remain good memories....as a student there will be no trouble of stress...money or wad-so-ever.... but as years past the strss of everything will start to come....so i still will love the past but not THE PHOTOS!!!!

is like wad the fuck!!! very chou la!!!
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but those memories will stay in my mind aways!!!!

kammie tan

2009-09-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

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not clear enough? " KAMMIE TAN: U HAD A BITCH TO DO ALL E TALKING FOR U? WHAT A PIG.."
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WHY DON U LOOK AT THE MIRROR YOURSELF LOOK AT YOUR FUCKING LAYER OH NO I MEAN "LAYERS" OF FATS!!!

AND BITCH HUH? WAD ABOUT YOU "FAT VIRGIN"???

KAMMIE TAN: "IM STILL PISSED :D AND AS GROSSED OUT AS MY MOM. WHO'S IDEA IS IT TO BRING IN THAT BITCH?

OOO...I GUESS UR MUM IS ALSO GROSS FOR HAVING A FAT PIG ASS DAUGTHER AND THE DAUGHTER IS SCOLDING HERSELF LOL.....LAME RIGHT YOU ARE A PIG YOURSELF AND U SCOLD PEOPLE PIG? GOODNESS

KAMMIE TAN: "THANKS ALOT MAN, JUST BECUZ OF THIS PROBLEM I CANT CONCENTRATE IN SCHOOOL =.= FAIL FAIL FAIL...

WHY? NO MONEY BUY CHICKEN ESSENCE OR PIG BRAIN...HI YA! I FORGET U ARE A PIG YOURSELF WAD SO NO NEED WASTE MONEY BUY PIG BRAIN BUT WHY STILL FAIL LEI....SO STUPID LOL!!!
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KAMMIE TAN: YA'LL SHOULD BE HAPPY IF I WERE TO VOMIT ALL MY BLOOD OUT.

YA WE WILL BE HAPPY CAUSE WHEN U VOMIT BLOOD YOU WILL SLIM DOWN LOL...WHY STILL NEVER VOMIT BLOOD LEI...UNLESS U LOVE YOURSELF HAVE LAYERS OF FATS!!!!
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2009-09-14T00:26:00.004+08:00

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Recently has been ok ok la....not much fun in life la....i think i am like wasting my youth wor cause i am going to be 20 next year lol...and 2009 is coming to a end lei....
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the tattoo-ist is damm professional la....cause he will at first ask many things la and quite funny

the first step is to have a design and below is my design

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actually the pain is the doing of the line lol....on my pain chart i gif a 9/10 lol....but the colouring i gif a 4/10 lol....actually that pain is quite nice lei.....quite SHIOK! lei
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and finally the tattoo is done!!!!

love it so much and shit la!!! i am addicted to it liao cause i wan another wing on my the other leg and a lotus on my back...siao liao lol

and i am glad my mum didn't scold me but she say look like peacock lol...haiz...

wad the fuck!!!!

2009-08-25T00:54:00.006+08:00

~~~~~wanting to blog for so long but blogger giving me ~~~problems......i think have to ~~~~really thank the computer bugs lol!!!! ha ha ha
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well ktv a long time ago wif wt and yl....

and actually waiting for evelyn to upload the pictures we took in malaysia la.....

well quite boring...but i think this year really will be very boring for me as cant take leave lol....and friends trying to make me angry by planning so many holidays stuff when i really cannot take leave....LOL!!! WAD THE HELL!!

~clip on extension~

2009-08-04T01:35:00.010+08:00

~~~~~~RECENTLY BEEN PLAYING WIF MY HAIR LA....CLIP-ON EXTENSION IS THE BEST!!!!! YES!!!!

谁能够紧握着我的手

2009-08-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

~~~~~~HAIZ...THESE WORDS DO TALK ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW
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~~~~漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
~~~~我的世界是零下的沙漠
~~~~其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
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~~~~漫长的等候让人特别失落
~~~~锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
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~~~~陪着我期待消失的彩虹
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these few days

2009-07-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

THE SKY WILL AWAYS LOOK VERY CLAM LOL.....QUITE ENVIOUS OF THEM LOL......
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old times?

2009-07-03T02:33:00.002+08:00

recently had been korean and japan crazy lol...ha ha ha....haiz....i suddenly really miss the old times....recently dunno why but flashback will keep entering in my mind.....but also it is already OVER....no matter how hard i think it will never come back....
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family out-out-outing

2009-06-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

today outing wif family....which was i did it once in a while due to laziness....i think laziness really very powerful lol..cause now adays when i see clothes i don have to urge for buying them lol...sian!!

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and i nid money to buy cosmetics la!!!!

wad had happen?

2009-06-25T18:59:00.006+08:00

gosh!! suddenly forget how to upload photos lol...anyway!!!
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manage to meet may...kevin..stanely la....ha ha ha freaking miss them alot but before i met them i actually style for mj and sanjay hair...

as usual jux a blowing hair for mj?

and i let sanjay test a day of having straight hair....and he love it so much cause he now say he wanna do rebonding...ha ha ha

manage to take some pic of him having straight hair la....cause he keep sweat and sweat his hair turn curly lol....

but a pity i didn't take muc pic wif kevin and gang lol...but was shock of one thing!!!!

stanely can climb!!!!

ha ha ha and then also glad that mj entered the hair industy liao...and she kind of can cope....but i know she will be able to do it la!!!

good luck majhong!!!

my mind now?!

2009-06-16T22:20:00.005+08:00

well a SHAG in the head goes to my mind as in i've been feeling sick since saturday but i still think at certain stages it will be great to jux have a rest like as in...
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pic below~~~ this guy is upper study which is like a !?senior/teacher?! hi-ya wad-ever la!!! anyway he is going to ORD tomoro comfirm will miss him la

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and do u think i'm gorgeous?!

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chalet?!

cause my leave is rejected i think having a chalet is worst lol...is like hi yo dunno how to say la....but i really wish to take a break la....dunno lei....is all bosses like dat? or am i jux thinking too much?!

觉得好辛苦。。。做人好痛苦哦！！！

MY ARMY LIFE!!!

2009-06-12T02:04:00.002+08:00

WARNING: LONG POST LEI!!!!
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wad do u think?

2009-06-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

photos are out and this time i had to P.K wif mj so wad do u think?

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well something random saw dis pic....it really is ugly lol....dunno who paint it lol

wad do u think?!

kimarie outing (even though i'm a exkimarian)

2009-06-06T22:18:00.008+08:00

well today went out wif evelyn and xiao hui another kimarie reunion again.....ha ha ha very funny lol...xiao hui becoming more aunty and evelyn turn more pretty!!! lol...?
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something funny happen lol....while walking a woman(passer-by) jux approch me and ask me weather am i singaporean and say she was looking for model to flim a commercial lol ... quite happy lei....1st time look likes i can be a model well...waiting for her call la....but i wish i can be a MODEL!!!

and buy spec lol....in love wif it straight away!!!

even evelyn bought sun-glasses

me and evelyn...

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really in love wif my spec

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haiz.....really sian i really wan to enter the model agency cause my age now is getting older to enter entertainment industry lol!!! haiz.....later going to take "MODEL" photos....see ya later!!!

2009-06-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

recently....hmm nothing much jux work and slack...work and slack sounds sian na....but happy that i am ok wif friends over there....
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car?!

2009-05-31T05:07:00.005+08:00

washing car really is a hard job lol so for the last time why not save money.... on packages???

car wash + polish + wax = $60

interior maintainence = $40

full package = $80

CALL NOW!!!!
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actually all thanks to mj for this shoot of me posing she really know my angles....i really love it but i know many people will hate it...but i love it can liao lol

ha ha ha mj also wanna be part of it lol

really thanks alot la.....but really tired la...ha ha ha

magazine cover?!

2009-05-23T01:18:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-22T21:26:00.005+08:00

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ARGH!!! HELP ME!!!

2009-05-20T16:58:00.006+08:00

ARGH!!! my secondary days or few years back days....was looking for my last time HP and i saw these pic...

haiz...thoose day...was fun kinda miss it alot lol!!!!
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anyway was shock about one thing that mj has break up wif my bed buddy....but seriously i think partly is cause i was too close to mj lol...i really don understand lol....why cant i get close to my sisters!!!????
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these stuff happen lots of time le....is like me...mj..ting...yl....we all know each other for fucking so long liao so is like natrually we will be close la....but i also know guys will still don like their girlfriend to be close to another guy....but? i am not jux another guy lol....i am their fucking best friend!!!
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i RMB very long ago was the case of me and karen...her boyfriend's friend almost really wanna bash me up luckily i have good friends and brother along wif me or i seriously dunno wad to do....
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and i know i done lots of stuff to piss ting sheng off...but i really dunno mux he hate me??? i think it is really hard for normal people to accept people wif personality like me ba.....but really why is it so hard....but seriously i am glad my working place people are in good terms wif me la...
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dunno why but i keep thinking like i am not suppose to born in this world ba....really tired being human lol....really miss lots of people suddenly.....toro & gang.... benson kor.... ITE gangs...cwd & lyc.....HAIZ THOOSE DAYS!!!!!

outing????!!!!

2009-05-17T03:48:00.009+08:00

well....today was a outing wif the "LOKE" sisters.....but met mj 1st cause she wan go MDIS interview.....but i am confident that she will get the job....but still quite worried cause MDIS really got alot of strange people lol.....

then after that meet hui ting for lunch ha ha ha it was fun going out wif her la....wish this friendship will never end jux like me wif wt and yl la....

~the loke sisters~

someone wanna have sex in the neoprint booth?

speaking about neoprint we also took neoprint....i think it my 1st wan wif hui ting

thats all today.....quite sian la...but i really enjoied myself la....and looking forward again to go out like this day 16/5/09!!!

*ps: i really wan to get pay many things to do lol!!!!

*shopping at mustafa!!!

* go see doctor la!! my face is like going to be have a fucking heavy pimple break-out hopefully "savlon" can really save me la!!!!

*dunno la....still considering wanna take mc on monday feeling damm shag la.....!!!!

* really wanna go on holiday la......best thailand la....still can shop for nice clothes la...

* why does it seems so long to 2011......HAIZ!!!

back to work????

2009-05-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

hmmm sian back to work.......but am happy to learn new things and do new things lol...at least time can fly away faster nei....but i know time will make eveything perfect maybe i the beganing i will like dunno and more dunno....but after awhile i think i can do stuff all myslef le ba...
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i think every job is like dat de la......like days in kimarie....the 1st 2 months is aways scolding from seniors/boss/customer la.....but slowly i become friends wif boss/seniors and customer will like be i like ur washing la....ha ha ha
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and now cause really no money to do dis do that la.....the things i wan to buy also cannot buy lol...really damm sian lei.....thinking the beganing of the month and cant do anything lol.....and now i have to really depend on foundation.....WHY???
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cause no medi liao face comfirm got pimple breakout lol....but trying my best not to worsen it....and the foundation will at least cover 85% of it......????and i jux cut a fucking ugly slope.....ALL THANKS TO MY BROTHER FOR RECCOMENING A STOOPID SHOP!!!
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and have to put eye-liner to draw a fake side-burn might look werid but i don care la....i think i am beganing to be myself liao.....cause even though when i put fake-eyelashes i still don care if people keep looking lol....as long i think i look good can liao lol...:)
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haiz...can i take mc tomoro lol.....but comfirm next month will take mc......dunno la....or jux fucking take leave la.....next month got pay liao go take a leave and shop till i drop lol....deen treating my mum very cold lol....will treat her like dat until she cancel off the bloody insurance thingy wa to think about it i'm now boilling inside lol FUCK!!!

i am really tired already!!!

2009-05-10T22:59:00.006+08:00

yesterday...was really thanks to the accompany of friends that aways here in my life....was suppose to go shopping for mother's day gift...but...it all ended in a mess.....will explain as i go on
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wt and yl went to my house at first......but pai seh la....cause i keep on" ONE MOMENT PLEASE(I WANT TO SLEEP)" THEN FROM 1PM I KEEP SAYING "ONE MOMENT PLEASE" until 5pm lol.....ha ha ha

ha ha ha tak-glam pic of wei ting again!!!

then set of to tamp.1 lol....this is where all the drama start

cause i want to withdraw money to go shopping lol....then i go check why my account only left $100+ only....cause everyone in NS say already got pay liao....then i go call my mum and check if she got withdraw money anot...
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then she say she took out $300 for the insurance lol.....at that point i really wan to got to a BEACH AND JUX SCREAM LOL!!!! for the past 2 years i've been living under a unknow stress of insurance lol!!!!
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i really dunno why in the first place she wan buy insurance lei......even though 2 years back i did earn more but is not alot lol...the most was jux $800....and now jux a stupid sum of $400....and can i survie wif jux a stupid sum of $100?!.....WHO CANS LEI?!
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AND JUX to think this whole month i can't go shooping lei....i'm still a "old tennager" lei...sometime i do really wanna hang out wif friends ar...and cause of this insurance thingy everything is jux GONE!!!!
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THEN SOMETIME WANT TAKE MONEY SHE WILL NAG AND NAG.....really felt like crying yesterday lol....and is not those very SAD CRY but ANGER CRY!!!!

so wanna when to a more quieter place lol....and mj....my bro....come along

then went to play badminton and slack until the next morning lol

seriously...if i really have the body i will consider selling them lol.....cause of insurance it really gave me lots of stress lol....and those stress should be for my mid 20s ba....MONEY STRESS?!
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and now i am giving my mum a cold shoulder liao.....i don wish to talk to her....nor see her but bo bian still nid to see her sometime still nid to reply her but i now no how to be smart le in my next pay i will jux take it all lol....
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really FUCK UP lol!!! is like i already plan nice nice to buy wad already lei then come out all this SHIT.....somemore yesterday was the 1st day i gotten my pay.....really sad to think of that this whole month will cannot go out....
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it really sucks being a guy lol...if i'm a gal...i can jux go now to geylang and be a positute lol....better than blogging and think wad to do..
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really dunno who to ask to lend money lol....bo pian lol...if those "old gay uncles" wanna have sex wif me i will jux have to accept lol...anyway they will gif me money have to start training liao have to really eat less jux to make my body figure good lol....

do you wanna bags...shoes....or cosmetics

2009-05-05T22:58:00.003+08:00

today was ok ok lol...jux dat from 2 to 5 i done something lame la...-_-
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anyway looking forward for saturday finally is a eigther a 3-in-luv or swaty outing la!!!!yes!!!!!
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and today i found out me and mj is like having the same brain lol......ha ha ha and we went shopping at our house downstair buying cosmetics lol....AND I KNEW IT!!! MJ WANT TO BUY FAKE EYELASHES LOL........
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ha ha ha anyway will help her put on monday ba....both of us $50 jux fly off like dat.."heart pain" but at least buy something that can be used??? tomoro work liao...and this time i mux really force my brain to open up lol...
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less than a month and my senior will ORD so mux faster learn everything ASAP so wont die so fast lol...really feel like taking MC again lol..but better don le la......SIAN!!! and maybe monday will help mj sis do rebond ba.....dunno la...HAIZ!!!

swine flu

2009-05-05T05:43:00.004+08:00

i'm now blogging in the middle of the morning....few more minutes and i have to go prepare for work lol....crazy man....
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i though yesterday i wont be that tired but in the end i still get knock out at 9pm......was super busy yesterday at air force....cause of this stupid SWINE FLU!!!!!
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but the busy feeling was quite good in the beginning but then turn irratating after that...the stupid boss keep call me go to places to places a word really come to my mind lol!! SHAG!!!
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hope today will be ok....seriously i think i wanna find a part time job but wad to work as sia? and job is very limited for "ns men" everything or will kenna charge and charge lol.....i think this month even though i get pay already i don think i will be going out that often ba...???
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almost forget i owe ling long and wt present....hmmm but now my mind is like dammage......ting and ling..... if i get my pay i will call u first and maybe treat u guys a meal or cheap ktv???? ok ok ting and ling i miss you la......':('